Bring it to your attention.

Sometimes in life you will find yourself face to face with a certain situation that will make you, scared, angry or upset, or maybe a combination of the three. It will come when you least expect it and you will react without thinking, you won't focus on anything but the situation. You will make decisions without considering what the consequence might be, and you wont think about how the situation effected you until the other person involved is in safe hands. I haven't been that afraid for as long long as i can remember.

Shock is something that i don't remember the feeling of, and i am sat there with you in my arms, not knowing what to do but hold you and not knowing what else to say, telling you that I've got you. I was so afraid, but all i could think was to get you out of that room whilst your tears fell on my arm.
For the rest of the day i was worrying, wondering where you were if you ok, of course you were but you cant help but worry.

Its strange, that were talking about people collapsing on other people just that morning, ironic or what. This isn't going to be a long blog because there isn't that much to say only that, friends often say that they would catch you when you fall but they never really figure it literally so when they do its really kind of scary. i never thought that anything like that would happen to.

I didn't want you to know but someone already blurted it out. I didn't want to cry, but if i did i didn't want anyone to see, i am embarrassed that she saw. But you smiled and you said sorry, how are you so strong ? I don't understand, why cant i be that strong?

I'm glad that you went to the doctors, it will help.

Jesus, what a day.

And for some reason, love you all the more, how is that possible, that i could love you any more, crazy

Anyway!

Peace out Georgie xx