Choices

Every day, we make choices. Choices are something we are given every single day. What we want to wear, where we want to go, who we want to spend it with. But sometimes, don't you just want to ignore the choices, just not make them? I kind of wish that we could just pass over those choices, those tough decisions. But, the choices we want to make, we aren't in control of. Who we fall for, who we fall out with, what we want to do with our lives. Because lets face it, do we really decide what we do with ourselves? Not totally. Not really. I don't mean to say this in a bad way but, in our early years, a lot of decisions are based on our parents. We're friends with people that they would find acceptable. We do the things that they think are ok to do. Because lets face it, if your parents don't agree with something then you grow up not thinking its a good or sensible thing to do.

"In demand i make my mind up in deciding not to care

Stop giving me choices

Stop giving me choices" 

The Hoosiers new song. Sometimes you just need choices to go away. 

When you fall in love i don't believe that people choose who they fall in love with, i think that it just happens. Maybe? 

Man, i don't know what i am talking about. 

I guess what I'm thinking is that recently about choices. I went back to school today after the summer for prefect day and i was thinking about what i'm good at and, i don't know. I'm not good at anything. How can i choose what to do in college if I'm not good at anything? How can i choose what career to pursue if i don't know what i'm good at, what i enjoy? I'm not making excuses, i just don't want to waste my own time.You know? I don't want to go to college and take things that aren't going to help me later on in life. I'm so confused! 

Theres so many choices to make in such a small amount of time. AHH!! 

--ate tea watered plants -- 

Choice. It's a big big part of our lives. The little ones and the big. And with out them we wouldn't be anywhere. So i guess life is better with them. 

Sorry for freaking out a little, i dont know why im posting this but still. 

Peace out, Georgiee xx