Rain

Rain, pittering on my window, on my skin, strolling down my nose and dropping onto my lips. Rain drenching my hair, splashing my jumper and down my spine making me shiver. Sat in the warm, laptop werring and my big headphones plonked on your head listening to some good music. Teddy, sleepy eyes, clean room, pasta, muffins. And yet, the rain is falling. And I like it, the sound soothes me after a long day of shopping and tiding.Sat with a bowl of pasta and a bottle of water. No it isn't a cup of tea and chocolate, but it was what i fancied. When it rains I sigh, huff, curse it, jump into bed and try to pretend that i don't have to go to school. So why, when i don't have to go anywhere and its dark outside do i enjoy it, what makes sunshine so much better than rain? Rain is cold, the sun is hot. Who decided that we are supposed love the sun so much more? What was it exactly that ran did to deserve the hatred. If it didn't rain, we would have no water. And if we had no fresh water we would die. It's strange that a thing that could so easily ruin your day or symbolize sadness, tears also bring relaxation and calm. Thats what is on most of the calming c.d's you can get isn't it? Rain. Why don't we "sing in the rain"?

Is it like that with everything? We love it, but only in certain conditions... I love rain but only if i don't have to go out in it. Is that how it is? Does it have to be that way or is it just down to attitude and optimism? And if thats the case, can we apply it to other things too. Like conditional love. I love you but only if you wear make up? it seems to me that if the sentence has a but in it, there is all ways a down side to what the person is about to say. Is that fair? No. It is not. And to make it worse. We never see the but coming. For a small word, it sure does have a big impact.

So as i sit here, listening to the rain patter on my window sill, blabbing about something that really only just popped into my head. And being desperate to write a blog, i wonder, does the weather really effect our moods? Or, is it just an excuse for us to blame our bad moods on? Which leads me to wonder... Why do we need an excuse to have a bad mood once in a while? We, as women especially, need to have a cob on. It's essential to our genes. Therefore, so are men. They get grouchy too. But. Do we really need to find excuses? If we don't have a valid reason to be angry or upset or in a silly pointless mood, that gets more than you upset. Then surely it is time to get our acts together and be happy. I want to be, but sometimes, i just get... lonely leading to sadness leading to annoyance. It's not the weather, its me.

Let the rain fall, let the sound wash through me and let it help me drift off to sleep as i lay in bed. Let it wash away the sadness in the world. Let it wash the sadness away from the hearts of my friends. And for the love of God! Let's start singing in the rain!

Catch up!

Having started many posts and then later deleting them, i was starting to get a little sad. Had i lost my flow, and if so how long would it last? Its been gone for ages, i struggled even to write my english essay so when i realized that my flow had disappeared from fiction too! Maybe i had been just preoccupied with coursework and revision or just being too damn tired. However, in the past week i have read two books! Yeah, i know i haven't really been able to go anywhere because of the snow, but its still quite bad that i haven't been able to do coursework. I just cant focus. So i began to re-write my story, which by the way i wont be posting, firstly because i want to get it published, and second because it would take me years to post the thing. So at first i wanted to write it, alternating between characters perspective, i read a book like it before, called North Child? Or something like that. Anyway i really liked it so i tried it my self, it worked quite well but i realized that maybe it would be better for me to write it third, that way i could zoom into one person more easily rather than having to change chapters, its annoying though, im so used to writing in first person so i keep doing accidentally... oops.

Well thats a start. Again, i changed my career path, i figured being a journalist would be interesting but having read my most recent book i figured that the job could be kind of dangerous, and not only that i wouldn't know how to write about death and pain. I would get to emotional involved connecting it to myself somehow, trying to understand what exactly the victim was going through, and i wouldn't gossip about celebrities, so i let it go. Still wanting to be an author i figured as i was reading and noticing slight mistakes, i could be the one to correct them, and get to read these brilliant books for money. Being paid for something that i love doing. Plus i could pretty much choose how i do it, therefore, i would still have time to write my own material. Simple.

Plus i applied for college yesterday, its weird it feels like only yesterday i was getting nervous of high school, i know that life is a journey but you don't expect to fly though it, life should at least be strolled though, sometimes you need to be somewhere for that little bit longer. Still, college has been applied for so they should get back to me! Scary stuff.

So, whats been going on? Not a lot, having finished school for Christmas i went to see my dad, who was ill with the flew thing that i had a couple of weeks ago, which now my mum has too, i feel bad but I'm not the only one who could have given it to them at the end of the day. Then i went down to my lovely friends bless her, the four of us crazy people danced ate and just plain simply made fools of ourselves. I had a good night and i needed it it was the last time before Christmas i would probably see them again. I was supposed to see one of them again on Monday but because of the snow, lovely Exeter was at a stand still. So looks like i will be travelling up there tomorrow! With little brother in tow, as my sister isn't coming home now until tomorrow, fair enough though the snow is really thick. Well i really need to go up tomorrow so hopefully, we will be in luck and the weather will be permitting, other wise Christmas presents will be late this year... so annoying, but at least i know exactly what i need. I'm going to be writing a list, my i feel like santa!

I don't feel as excited as i normally do though. Maybe its because i know what I'm getting this year, but i cant help that i suppose. I wanted what i wanted. Maybe i will tomorrow, i might get up early and download some christmas music to pump my legs to when walking. Not that i will be able to walk that fast but, never mind!

Quote of the Day!

I think that this quote pretty much speaks for itself. I love it and i think that its so true, humans make mistakes because they're born too, i sure as hell have made my fair share and i think deep down you know you have too, no one is perfect. No you probably haven't made as many as you think you have, because some mistakes are made for good reason, with better outcomes. Marilyn Monroe was right, we have the bad things to remind us exactly what we love! Treasure them. Your beautiful. Appreciate yourself, others already do.

Peace out, Georgie. xx

Quote of the Day!!

God has given you one face, and you make yourself another 

 - William Shakespeare 

Quote of the Day!

A friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you just the same.

- Elbert Hubbard

Daily Quote / Quote of my Day

Im really sorry, i knew i would be bad at this :/ I'm terrible i know ... I cant promise that I'm going to be able to post a quote every single day at this rte, and you got to give me some sympathy, i am in year 11 after all, I'm sorry that i haven't done a proper post for such a long time either. I just don't know what exactly to write about ... I will think about it when I'm not trying to get rid of this bug thing i have at the moment.... Cough, cold, headaches, hot flushes, the list goes on. Its doing my head in.

Anyway it wont be a daily quote but a quote of the day sort of thing, when i have one or if i remember / have time to post one.

So here's today's

Life is like a piano, 

what you get out of it depends on how you play it, 

Right now, your not playing it too well

I've had this picture forever and been totally in love with it from first glance, and i always wanted to accompany it with a blog, but i never really wrote one to go with it very well. I bet i will write one that would fit it perfectly now, that is if i ever write one again. Sad times.

Everyone has days when they think that they aren't playing their piano too well, or someone isn't playing it too you or a friend well at all, we all have our days and its sad when someone has to go through a rough patch. Sometimes people go though too many patches, and as a friend of those people its hard to watch, you want to step in and just pull them out and take it all for them, but, you cant, they need to deal with it themselves and the majority would rather you didn't, would you want them to do the same to you? Besides because of the way that life pans out, you'll get your own amount of mess later on that you'll have to act as a cleaner for. I hate seeing my friends sad, but i know that all i can do is be there for them, its hard when you want to talk to the hurter, give them a piece of your mind, but as i have learned from experience, the only thing you can do for them is be happy and support them, but they need to sort out their problems for themselves. I know that it sounds harsh, but its true, as sad and frustrating as that may be, there isn't anything you can do to change it.

I wish that i could help you, my best friend get through what you hide, but i can't. Its a sad fact of life that can't be changed. I wish i could pull you back and take it all for you, save you from the tears that have streamed and stained your cheeks. I wish i could save you from pain. I wish that i could take it all away, i know that i haven't been the best that i could ever be. And I'm sorry for that. I'm here now, and i hope that helps or at least counts for something. I will always be here, i love you, and i hope you know that now if you had missed all those signs before.

I think that counts as half a blog... hmm, think i just got a bit carried away then. Oopsies.

Anyhow, for the next one,

Peace out ,, Georgie. xx

Daily quote - trial

Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.

- Confucius

A beauty quote, kind of a shame really thats its true, but i guess that those that do see the beauty are special and worth being close with. 

Daily quote - trial

We're still on trial and im still behind in my work hence why a long list of rant hasn't been posted... Here is todays.

"Take Your Own Advice Before Offering It To Others"

By Georgie Radford       

Daily quote - trial

Im thinking of doing a new feature, as i have been forgetting to do "styling sunday" because i have had other things on my mind unfortunately what with coursework and so on and i'm thinking, i like quotes and i think it would cheer me up a little, obviously i wont be able to post every single day because i may not be at home or whatever, so this is an official on trial feature.

So, i follow this blog THREE.SIX.TWO, its a picture blog and they posted this picture

It got me thinking though, it is so true... its a little harder to apply it in life, but if you do, God will it be worth it ! The plus side is you would be happier pursuing something than just finding a reason not to do it. If you really want it then go for it, dont put it off. 

I am going to work on a blog a bit later on, i really want to do it now but i have drama coursework to finish, bummer, 

Peace out, Georgie xx

Styling Sunday!!

Friday night, another come dine with me night! 

I accidently forgot to take pictures of the food, whops i forgot my camera...

Anyway, i will blog in detail about what is going on in my lovely life later on. Feel free to read it, and well if not, too bad for me... or not, whatever. 

So

Shoes = New look

Tights = Sainsbury's

Skirt = Primark

sweater? = Next

vest top = Primark 

Saturday, the chill out day...

Jeans = Matalan

Belt = Market stall

Tank top = H&M

Hoody = Ebay

Sunday, went to see my mummy's friend, and i felt like wearing tights...

Tights = TKMax 

Shorts = River Island

Shirt Dress = New look 

Belt = New Look 

Tank Top = H&M

Thats all for today folks, type to you soon...

Peace out, Georgie xx

Styling Sunday!!

Hello! Sorry. I'm rubbish, but i have some bad news. I dont have any photos of my charming self this weekend, as i have had so much on my mind at the moment and i just popped on to blogger to se what was going on in the world, and mentally swore remembering what a retard i have been, so lwts talk about what things i could kill for at the moment shall we, its still style, right ?

mod cloth ... are you that surprised ? 

I have got to say i have a tad obsession with skirts and black tights at the moment. 

Army Boots, amazing but expensive, damn it

Ripped jeans!! i love them but i dont know if they'd suit me, and i dont want to do it to some of mine in case it doesnt... hmmm

Biker jacket, what can i say?? 

Anyway thats all for today, make it up to you next week, promise,

Peace out, Georgie xx

Stairs

I'm climbing stairs, they are uneven and tricky. Some times, I'll trip and stumble, sometimes the next step will easy. Like life. Sometimes, you will find that climbing the stairs is as easy as climbing the stairs in you house, and other times your climbing the impossible stair that is rough, uneven, steep and slippery, you could slip off at any moment and have to start again, or someone could appear and pull you up that last little bit, sometimes they will appear again and again, and you will learn to love them. Other times, they look like there about to help you, but they're the ones that end up pushing you down.

Sometimes, you can get pushed down so many times that you just want to sit down and wait for someone to pick you up and just carry up, because you have simply given up, you don't want to have to pick yourself up anymore, you've lost hope. You think you know the out come of the next step, and it hurts. Or, so you think. The point is that you cant just give up on your life, you have to keep going, or you might be stuck on a hard step for longer than you were supposed to be in the first place. You have to keep going for things to get better. Because sometimes there will be a little bit of flat to get to the next flight. No, it wont be easy to get to the top of them, but once you do, gee'z will the view be worth it. Maybe, you will want to get higher, so another flight of stairs will come, but don't worry with a little help you make it.

Your never quite sure who you should trust, as at any moment they could put out a hand and push you down. And sometimes, you'll be the one helping someone else up their next step, so most likely, they'll be back to help you. People come and go, some stay for longer, and some vanish without a word. You cant wish them back. No matter what you wish on, how you wish for it, nor can the strength of your wish, not if they don't want too...

I know that stairs are a strange way to put it, but i guess, i'm the daughter of a stair maker, the metaphor seems solid.

It's a draining process, but it's a process, and it makes you grateful for the areas of flat, and it you think about it that way, think at least your not going downhill.

Anyway a short and complicated blog for you :)

Peace out, Georgie xx

Come dine with me :) x

Pose! 

Here are a load of pictures for you from my come dine with me last Friday. Sorry that it has taken me so long, and i should be getting back to average blogging soon, but i was having so much fun writing that story, i dont know what it is about writing that just sort of, sets me free from everything and seems to sort of, let me create characters that i would just fall on my face for! 

Anyway, here are some pictures for you!

Matt! 

Georgia! <3

Alby aka My baby

Us!

Me! 

Bubbles!

Cray Shannon <3

Weirdo, still love her!

TIN!

CUSTARD!!!

We were trying to get action shots as we were whipping each other with wet tea towels, hehe.

We didnt get any but, he is Matts backside for ya! 

George got whipped and slapped really hard, ended up on my kitchen floor ... twice.

Um, you know i dont actually want to talk about it...









Anyway,

Peace out, Georgie xx